Wednesday, July 10, 2013

Love Me, Paris































From the Eurostar to the hotel, we had just a quick 20 minutes to get ready before John’s former work colleague picked us up. The sights of Paris were brought to us through the windows of a small standard car, shifting and clutching its way through traffic. J’s friend works at the Eiffel tower, so after we had our first Paris lunch consisting of traditional beef tartare and duck confit, we skipped the lines of the tower and were privileged to see and learn about the inner workings of the elevator’s hydraulic system. The view up the Eiffel was fantastic but even more enjoyable was the elevator ride that rode us past the iron lattice.  

Paris was at the top of my must-see European destinations but I was slightly weary that I would be in love with a fantasy and it would end up disappointing – a feature of cognitive dissonance. Luckily, the city with all of its charm and character lived up to my romantic imagination. It was eroticism to the eyes with arrondissements boasting pictorial gardens, classical statues and pouring fountains.

We bought a two-day museum pass and sauntered our way through rooms full of oil paintings, pointillism and mythological statues. We visited the Louvre, a museum that is breathtaking by every measure. The Latin Quarter, where our hotel was located, was my favourite. It provided the experience of Paris in a less ritzy manner but rather, welcomed the likes of young students, artists and writers. Cafes, such as those in any other part of Paris, were filled with people and cigarettes in theatre-styled sitting that faced outwardly towards the streets (perfect for people watching). Wrong turns led us down narrow streets filled with private galleries with art we imagined hanging on our own walls.

On the last day of our museum pass, we visited Versailles, whose brevity of riches and superfluous space left us almost wanting to return back to the city where art is unearthed in the gardens, the boulevards and corners. Our trip to Versailles felt rescued when an older gentleman from the (previously visited) gift shop noticed us in the courtyards. He brought kindness to a whole another level and offered to tour us through private hallways and delighted in our presence as we sat in awe of a beautiful opera room.

Even while being in Paris, it is hard to stay in the present when my mind is continuously sprawling to an imaginative life of the past (trying to picture the unfathomable life of a monarch) to a fantasy life in the future (inventing myself as an artist, sipping wine out on my Parisian balcony). However, my present life provides me with just enough happiness, allowing me to travel and enjoy cities with this ephemeral attitude.

Pam  xx

Monday, July 1, 2013

London


















I'm sitting with anticipation in a flat near Holland Park, London. Greg is kind enough to open his home to us. While we wait, we look up London bus tours and head to the local french bakery for chocolate croissants. When John arrives, we head to Portobello road where bronze is in full supply down this collectors' lane. This street alone might have been all I needed to fall in love with London.

We head to Abbey Road to reenact one of my favourite album covers. Cars honk and people scream out of their car windows for us to keep on moving. The photos don't turn out the way we want it to and both guys dare me to continue walking back and forth with them, posing for photos and exchanging turns with all the other tourists posing their way across the world famous zebra crossing. It is both a horrifying and terrific experience.

One morning, J and I watch the changing of the guards in front of Buckingham Palace. We buy our seats on the Big Bus Tour and stop to visit the Tower Bridge, the Shard, the Tower of London and Big Ben. We taste our way through London stopping at pubs for lunch and eating Indian and Turkish flavours for dinner. 

It is our last night and our stomachs are bursting from steak and truffled mac and cheese. I receive a phone call from the states in anticipation of my move. It leaves us both feeling worried and anxious, a feeling that has chained our minds for some time. Then, we realize that we didn't print out our next morning's train tickets. After some thinking on J's part, we walk to a nearby hotel to beg for their printer after they not-so politely refused over the phone. Our footsteps and panicked accusations pound quite harshly as we walk towards the hotel. London air is colder than we thought it would be. The begging works and within minutes, the e-tickets are in our hands. J pulls me to the side where we take a moment to reset while sitting and talking quietly on the curb. It is a reassuring moment for both of as we talk beyond tomorrow's train ride and prepare ourselves for the answers waiting back at home.

Pam  xx

Monday, December 31, 2012

2012

If 2012 could be distilled to an essence, the extract would involve a large concentration of 'distance'. This year, I have been on 17 planes which have brought me around 20+ cities, 8 different countries, few of which I've duplicated (two, three, six times in one year).

I've seen distance through an eye view where miles stretch out through car rides, bus rides and boat rides. I've looked straight through the marrows of limestone rock formations and stared across both ends of the Pacific. I've seen the world shrink in simulated distance where landmarks are borrowed to create an artificial version of reality. In Las Vegas, Rome is just down the street of pyramids and a visit to the Eiffel Tower can be met with a visit to the Statue of Liberty all in the same day. In Cambodia, I've seen distance through the reality of a world that is hard to comprehend, one that is still and poor and built upon wooden stilts, and one that I paid to see as a tourist.

I've seen distance through a sky view where the altitude changes my imagination. The earth's land look like quilted patches that older generations have hand crafted for all the people that will come after them. I've also flown over lands that look like they have been trekked upon by giant dinosaurs whose footprints have made indents wide enough to form valleys and mountains.

I've felt distance through feelings of guilt, sorrow, regret and heartbreak that wasn't able to be remedied by a phone call or a plane ride. I've felt distance when I couldn't be there for my Grandpa while he was dying of lung cancer and felt the distance expand when I wasn't able to attend his funeral. I've felt distance through a relationship that misses the day-to-day creations of physical and tangible memories. I've felt distance by battling time zones - a continuous finger count to add three hours, sixteen hours, minus ten.

However arduous the measurement of distance gets, it gives me a sense of gratitude as my love fits into deep pockets all around the world. I can close the gap by clicking through thumbnails of photos and when I close my eyes, I am able to return to the moments I wish to relive.

Happy New Year to all my loved ones who live in these deep pockets.

A few photo recaps:












In dedication to my late Grandpa who is not so distant if I close my eyes.

Pam  xx

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

Thanksgiving '12




More pictures of Fort Langley

Thanksgiving is one of my favourite holidays (a close second to Christmas). It falls in such a perfect time of the year when Summer has just ended and Autumn has just begun. Excusing the real history and politics of the holiday, while still being mindful of it, the day is a little reminder to gather, be grateful and gorge on delicious turkey!

Thankful that I get to...

  • Smell turkey roastings, evergreen and smoke, rain and fog. Everything has a scent if you inhale deeply.
  • See leaves start to crisp and colours start to amber as they have just finished baking and browning in Summer's oven. 
  • Hear new songs which have become regulars on my playlist. Autumn is best for the coziest of songs. Currently listening to (on repeat): BonesFineshrineTruthI Will Wait .
  • Feel blanketed by warmth from soft scarves, cotton sleeves, other people, sunshine through the cold.
  • Taste the caramelized flavours that are an essential palate to the colder days, nut and spices in teas; comfort food.
  • Know that the best is yet to be and life is always full of thanks.
Happy Thanksgiving!!

Pam  xx